actually this is an obvious question, but its not what you might think. i tried many drugs.
Drugs that are "uppers" have the most obvious euphoria. For example : if you take meth, coke,speed or MDMA, you will get this shining bright euphoria, self confidence, energy and other drug specific feelings. However, what i realized way too late, is that you owe these drugs back what they deliver to you. After a meth binge, or lots of MDMA use or staying up all night on coke, you will feel like shit. Similar to an alcoholic hangover.
On the other hand, when i experimented with heroin the first time, i was just underwhelmed. i just felt good, chill, happy, but i felt like this "spooky" drug Heroin hasn't delivered. i was just mellow and i thought that it was obviously a lie. heroin isn't spooky, i thought to myself, its not addictive like everyone else thinks. it doesn't make you do stupid shit or stay up all night and hallucinate like amphetamines or coke. it doesn't empty your serotonin like MDMA or give you a hangover like alcohol. i just thought 'what a nice drug'...
So the next day i woke up and everything was normal, no head ache or shitty feeling, just a slight afterglow of that nice feeling. oh and it was cheap as well, it only cost $10 for a whole night of being high. i thought people said heroin was expensive?! And then the weekend came and there were all these drugs i could chose from, but i like heroin. it didn't "fuck me up"...i could still think clearly, no hangover, no feeling like shit later, i still was awake. it just made me happy and content with life. and its only $10...so i got more for the whole weekend.
Since i had work and responsibilities, i knew i couldn't go into work drunk or on MDMA or high, so i didn't! its actually simple, i found that on heroin i did my job better, raised the companies sales with 75%, what more could i ask for?
instead of being sad, grumpy or depressed about my job location, i was just happy, mellow,content. everything was fine and the world was beautiful. it was raining, it was dark and there were dust storms...i would have been miserable in these conditions, i would have wondered how my life took me to Afghanistan, but NO, everything was fine! the raindrops just fell and in each one i saw the reflection of every persons life around me. Humanity was beautiful. I just found love and peace.
Heroin was a wonder drug...Heroin was better than everything else...Heroin made me who i wish i was...Heroin made life worth living... But i didn't realize... :
Heroin builds up a tolerance fast...heroin starts to cost more money...i need heroin to feel normal...i don't love anymore...now i'm sick...i cant afford the heroin i need...how did $10 use to get me high?...now i need $100...
That guy that let me try a few lines the first time, doesnt actually deal, now i need to find a dealer...The dealer is a felon and carries a gun, he can sell me the drug that lets me find love in the world. This felon can fix me that one shot that will stop my restless legs and painful joints. The one shot that will let me get out of bed and participate in daily life...just one more...always just one more.
"No this isn't working" i thought to myself, "i need to quit" but i couldn't, "i'll die"
To answer your question, heroin feels nice. That's all, it just feels very nice. You can make the rest up for yourself, i attached my own half truths to this drug that showed me the world and for a moment i felt as clever as i always dreamed of being...Until the first morning you cant get out of bed...until the dealer wants your body instead of your money...until the vomit just keeps coming and you see the 1000 pieces of your life lying scattered at your feet...
Drugs that are "uppers" have the most obvious euphoria. For example : if you take meth, coke,speed or MDMA, you will get this shining bright euphoria, self confidence, energy and other drug specific feelings. However, what i realized way too late, is that you owe these drugs back what they deliver to you. After a meth binge, or lots of MDMA use or staying up all night on coke, you will feel like shit. Similar to an alcoholic hangover.
On the other hand, when i experimented with heroin the first time, i was just underwhelmed. i just felt good, chill, happy, but i felt like this "spooky" drug Heroin hasn't delivered. i was just mellow and i thought that it was obviously a lie. heroin isn't spooky, i thought to myself, its not addictive like everyone else thinks. it doesn't make you do stupid shit or stay up all night and hallucinate like amphetamines or coke. it doesn't empty your serotonin like MDMA or give you a hangover like alcohol. i just thought 'what a nice drug'...
So the next day i woke up and everything was normal, no head ache or shitty feeling, just a slight afterglow of that nice feeling. oh and it was cheap as well, it only cost $10 for a whole night of being high. i thought people said heroin was expensive?! And then the weekend came and there were all these drugs i could chose from, but i like heroin. it didn't "fuck me up"...i could still think clearly, no hangover, no feeling like shit later, i still was awake. it just made me happy and content with life. and its only $10...so i got more for the whole weekend.
Since i had work and responsibilities, i knew i couldn't go into work drunk or on MDMA or high, so i didn't! its actually simple, i found that on heroin i did my job better, raised the companies sales with 75%, what more could i ask for?
instead of being sad, grumpy or depressed about my job location, i was just happy, mellow,content. everything was fine and the world was beautiful. it was raining, it was dark and there were dust storms...i would have been miserable in these conditions, i would have wondered how my life took me to Afghanistan, but NO, everything was fine! the raindrops just fell and in each one i saw the reflection of every persons life around me. Humanity was beautiful. I just found love and peace.
Heroin was a wonder drug...Heroin was better than everything else...Heroin made me who i wish i was...Heroin made life worth living... But i didn't realize... :
Heroin builds up a tolerance fast...heroin starts to cost more money...i need heroin to feel normal...i don't love anymore...now i'm sick...i cant afford the heroin i need...how did $10 use to get me high?...now i need $100...
That guy that let me try a few lines the first time, doesnt actually deal, now i need to find a dealer...The dealer is a felon and carries a gun, he can sell me the drug that lets me find love in the world. This felon can fix me that one shot that will stop my restless legs and painful joints. The one shot that will let me get out of bed and participate in daily life...just one more...always just one more.
"No this isn't working" i thought to myself, "i need to quit" but i couldn't, "i'll die"
To answer your question, heroin feels nice. That's all, it just feels very nice. You can make the rest up for yourself, i attached my own half truths to this drug that showed me the world and for a moment i felt as clever as i always dreamed of being...Until the first morning you cant get out of bed...until the dealer wants your body instead of your money...until the vomit just keeps coming and you see the 1000 pieces of your life lying scattered at your feet...
