My Day..

Some say you have lived
And I guess to some its so.
To others maybe I have not
Begin to live at all.
My face it shows no signs
Of another year gone by.
But I see it there still
The eyes that hide it so well.
My skin is yet still smooth,
Hair thick and full of life.
But back aches a little more,
And my feet swell from time to time.
But I am loved and many remember
My heart, or friendship.
So many have taken me for granted.
And I them.
Life is passing by fast now,
A daughter half grown.
No one believes I am almost 30
And believe me I don't mind it so.
I think of a few that has touched my heart
Yet even on this day that I was born
They think of me not.
Or at least don't show me they do.
Just another year older
But still life makes me feel so young

Its my birthday tomorrow

 

I can’t believe it’s here
More to the point im looking forward to it this year
I am very lucky for the friends/family I love
Who have graced my life
With , love , friendship, kindness and trust
I know im very lucky

Too look to the future with happiness
Is very new to me
This time last year I didn’t want to be here
Let alone live
This my friends/family Is what you have given me

You have given me a second chance
To see my life isn’t really that bad
That it can get better
And I thankyou for that

It’s my birthday tomorrow
And for once im glad
I’m glad to be here
And I’m glad that im still here fro my 27 th birthday
Thankyou so much 
and happy birthday to me

Living in the City

All caught up in confusion,
It feels like I am singled out.
The noises and the traffic
Makes me want to scream and shout.

I’m stuck here on the corner
Too afraid to try and move.
There’s people all around me
I hope to God that this improves.

The city’s not the place to be,
I’m having trouble trying to think.
Things are moving way too fast,
There’s no time to even blink.

Just get me to the other side
Without being pushed or knocked down.
My feet move faster than my legs
As I struggle to get homebound.

There’s too much hustle and bustle
For a life that’s lived too fast.
Take me back where I came from,
Someplace slower in my past.

New Direction

feeling a change in the air
a shift~in the wind
a soft nudge in a new direction
whispering current~
gently leading me to a higher plane
God opening a door to better days...

New Year,New Beginning

New year, new beginnings.

This is the time of the year when everyone seems to be prepared to start fresh and to welcome the year with a newly reformed self. We look back to the closing year and realize how it had been a hell of bumpy ride, and face 2014 with heads held high.

New year, new set of priorities.

2013, in my case, was all about bad decisions, irresponsibility, and fucked up priorities. And honestly, I think I am already done with all that jazz. I’ve had my time as a lazy-ass-easy-go-lucky-and-always-d  ead-drunk person, and I enjoyed it. Hard. As the 2014 dawns upon my 28th year, I am ready to be a grown woman with full-time responsibilities.

New year, new perspective.

No more insecurities, but a boosted self-esteem. No more doubts, but a strong binding trust. And no more ineffective New Year’s resolutions, just a focused, goal-oriented vision.

2014, my body is ready!