almost forgotten....

i had almost forgotten
that nervous feeling right before
the excitement
your heart pounding so loud you wonder if anyone else can hear it?
but then you remember no, just you
its just the two of us now
that same old dance
different tune
no more excuses
no looking back
past the point of no return

can you see it in my eyes?
that feeling 
intense anxiety
right before
it enters me
...again


i'd almost forgotten how perfect it felt
the entry
so bitter sweet
pressure
pain
pleasure
a heavenly sigh of relief

that smile,
the one almost forgotten
the one that reaches my eyes
lights up my face,
i know you remember it
you've seen it before
insane, blissful, freeing
you can't help but feel it too

i'd forgotten just how much
i love & need you