Sometimes a person get so caught up in your own issues that you don't realize there's a whole world out there with millions of people running at a pace much faster than you, in the big ocean of the human race, you are just another branch to the tree.
Today was a busy day, my first of a temporary job, the day included 4 bus rides, 2 train rides and a 2km walk...i haven't done this much activity in months, or should i say a year...i am exhausted!
But tonight i feel good in a weird way...when i walked the last distance from the bus to the apartment, it was pouring with rain and i walked slow with my earphones in, and I took in every drop that fell on me, i felt alive for the first time in months.
Being able to feel alive is the best feeling in the world, and when its accompanied by good deeds done, its even better. I met a girl today, and she made me realize that i should be thankful for what i have and stop complaining. With her deformed face, she takes every opportunity and turn it into a happy moment.
Its always strange to meet new people, for many months i secluded myself from the outside world, i focused on all the things i went through and still have to go through, but today i actually didn't think of anything in my own life, i was distracted and for once i focused one those around me, and i enjoyed it.
For once i think that maybe, just maybe there is a light at the end of the tunnel...maybe there is a healthier way of living...maybe things will work out for the best.
I dont have all the answers tonight, but for now all i have is Hope...
Today was a busy day, my first of a temporary job, the day included 4 bus rides, 2 train rides and a 2km walk...i haven't done this much activity in months, or should i say a year...i am exhausted!
But tonight i feel good in a weird way...when i walked the last distance from the bus to the apartment, it was pouring with rain and i walked slow with my earphones in, and I took in every drop that fell on me, i felt alive for the first time in months.
Being able to feel alive is the best feeling in the world, and when its accompanied by good deeds done, its even better. I met a girl today, and she made me realize that i should be thankful for what i have and stop complaining. With her deformed face, she takes every opportunity and turn it into a happy moment.
Its always strange to meet new people, for many months i secluded myself from the outside world, i focused on all the things i went through and still have to go through, but today i actually didn't think of anything in my own life, i was distracted and for once i focused one those around me, and i enjoyed it.
For once i think that maybe, just maybe there is a light at the end of the tunnel...maybe there is a healthier way of living...maybe things will work out for the best.
I dont have all the answers tonight, but for now all i have is Hope...
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