coping

Sometimes I feel like the loneliness---person in the world and I don’t know why, there’s an ample amount of, people who would rescue me in a minute, it’s just that, people are so distant even when their close you can see it in their eyes you can hear it in their voice, their response to you is coherent at best you don’t really have their full attention--an, the, confusion you’re left with makes it more difficult to deal with so you’re left with you’re consumption of  how to handle it and the task is heavy but steadily you move along with what makes you strong and capable to deal within this journey, you take life’s  almost impossible a couple of knocks along the way but ,what do you do?, do you follow through and leave nothing undone or is it just my illusion…