When I dream...
I see my inner self
weak and pathetic as my demons
tear me apart piece by piece
ripping out the stitches
that cover the heart
that I have hidden from everyone
The emotions that I have locked up
Leak onto my face as they taunt me
Bringing my darkest fears to life
When I dream...
I see my inner madness
The bloodlust that shines in my eyes
Seeing that sweet, tantalizing terror
brings the sadistic smile to my lips
The metallic tang of crimson
on my finger tips feed the chaos
inside of me
The monster that is a part of me
When I dream...
I'm drowning in my despair
The cold darkness
slipping over my head
Like the dark abyss
swallowing my scream
as the light at the surface
grows dimmer
my voice swallowed by
the ensuing darkness
and I am alone
with all my fears and self hatred
When I dream...
I see how truly unstable my mind is
How this sweet insanity is engulfing me
Eating away at me
Ripping me apart from the inside
This wall around my heart crumbling
with the facade I try to keep on my face
A mask of practiced lies
The mask that shows I'm a fake
It's bleeding through on the edges
like the stain you can never get rid of
Because it is a part of you
the ugly part of you soul
that never dies until your soul fades
And when you have reached your breaking point
You're tortured by your inner demons
lost to your inner madness
You're drowning forever in your despair
An inward scream echoing like a lullaby
inside your mind
As the world is blind
to the insanity behind your silence
Only you can see it in your eyes
mirrors of the sweet insanity that I see
when I dream.....
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